WTF humanity? what the fuck!

Why is it that we waste our lives working 8, 10 and sometimes 12 hours a day?

Then come home to really try to enjoy ourselves? What the actual fuck is wrong with us?!
Am I the only one inquiring about this shit?

No dude, I don't have the answers...but I do have the questions.



random quote

In any case, your friends find your shit hilarious. There’s nothing cooler than a dude reducing himself to human rubble.



everything is so goddamn corporate friendly PG-13 nowadays
even the fucking people i have to interact with


our lives are indeed just a waste of time
wherein eons do not matter


Sometimes I wonder if I am slightly insane
Or is it me just being childish
Behaving like a drunk in sheer sobriety of others
Maybe we are not supposed to live in a collective normality?
Fuck knows
I hope I don't lose my mind some day
as I suspect that I might be susceptible to such thing................................................................................................................................................................................... .


Why is Turkey a fucked up country?

Many reasons, large and small (in no particular order. I will update the list as the time goes and as I keep ranting)

  • Internet is very expensive and slow (compared to EU. Even fucking Bulgaria). Thanks to Türk Telekom not unbinding their copper wires and all that monopoly jazz.
  • Gasoline prices are sky high. (4.72 lira (€1.88) per litre of A95; at the time I am writing this)
  • Car acquisition tax is also sky high (171.4193% whereas Germans pay only 19% those lucky fucks!)
  • Election threshold is 10% There is no other country IN THE ENTIRE GODDAMN WORLD that has this much high threshold.
  • Any anti-gvmnt/state tweets, posts, blogs etc. can be trialed. Even as little as saying "fuck you Tayyip you motherfucker you! (in Joe Pesci accent)" might have dire consequences if you have a Turkish IP address.
  • Rail transport sucks balls. So, you wanna travel intercity, don't ya? well fuck you! take the bus!
  • Education system changes radically every 4 years.
  • Conscription! So, you wanna conscientiously object, don't ya? well fuck you, you hippie gay bastard! Jail or do the service like a man(!)
  • Alcohol prices are also sky high. Thanks to fucking Islamist assholes atop government.
  • Traffic rules. well, what traffic rules? It's a jungle down there. Pedestrian crosses are just decorative patterns on roads.
  • Also pedestrian walks are either 50 nanometre wide or just none existent all together. It's normal for people to walk on the side of the road.
  • It's a secular country but we have a Presidency of Religious Affairs promoting hanefi sunni Islam. A chunk of everyone's tax goes into these assholes.
  • There is simply no architecture or city planning. All cities and towns look like a giant concrete diarrhea.
  • Not a cyclist friendly country. First they will make fun of your bicycle-wear and then squish you (pray that it's not a truck!). Oh, also no bicycle lanes.



...or fury. sometimes i get so angry all of a sudden!... to me and to most of the things. it's as if it's gonna split me into half. so angry...i have to channel it onto something. but i can't or not able to. these little bursts of anger within me will someday create a massive crack.


Debian ALSA microphone problems

I made my minimal install of debian with KDE. i use ALSA. also like my previous install couple of months back...surprise surprise...my mic isn't working!
i am using the front jack (front mic). so what worked for me might also work for you:

fire up alsamixer from the terminal by typing

next fire up another terminal and the arecord loopback so you can hear actually what your motherfucking mic is receiving:
arecord | aplay

here are my playback settings (click to enlarge the pic :) ):